Point of post.... I am on an avenue to learn!!! When I get into the show world quit frankly I am new and obviously below par. My point here... is I have spent sweat, time, and money learning. When learning, HELLO below par because learning... it is VERY easy to forget what you have learned. Stand back and think about the past. No matter who you are.... and others opinions.... keep going and take pride and time to praise yourself.... when learning only those close to you will see the process. Take heart trainers are meant to pressure you to new growth... priceless but in the process.... don't forget your own knowledge of how far you have come. Be wary of who you compare yourself too! Look at the positives because only you may see it. Take heart, it is a learning process! Don't forget to be proud of progress in the journey!