Well, last year, me and my horse Apache had an accident while barrel racing. I got hurt bad on my back. I stopped riding for a while, and in that time, I started really liking Berry. When I got healed, I was scared to get on Apache, even though I knew it wasn't his fault he got spooked. I still refused to get on him. I still had that fear I guess. I started to ride Berry, the appaloosa, and i was really nervous. It's not that I'm scared, it's more of a nervous feeling. When I'm on Berry, I feel really alert. I got rid of Apache due to money issues, and I started riding Berry this summer. I tried to ride him every other day, but I stopped when the storms came and the weather was bad, and it was too wet to ride. It's fall now, and I want to ride him, but when I do get back on, I want to feel very confident in myself and my horse. Is there any advice you all can offer me to boost my confidence for when I get back in the saddle? Thanks!!!!